{yesterday ( Read more... )

label me this: girlthing. writer. virgin. flower. actor. romantic. Romantic. sister. insecure. daydreamer. hopeful. environmentalist. christian. daughter. lover. nostalgic. passionate. uncertain. student. waiting. pensive. generous. tired. earlybird. submissive. impatient. cautious. polite. thirstingforadventure ( Read more... )

{i believe in}
. God
. love
. the gaia hypothesis
. trees
. forgiveness
. sacrifice
. words
. sea-monsters
. spirits
. whole foods
. books
. affection
. being a lady
. sky
. love
. live
. love

{i do not believe in}
. ghosts
. hatred
. lying (i am trying)

i am sitting here saying, i am such an idiot, but it's not in a dark-hearted way. i am smiling and shaking my head, my voice light and clear: "i am such an idiot, i am so silly. why on earth do i do this to myself?" it's a good feeling, recognizing my silliness and childishness but not berating myself for it, just slight amusement in what a twit i ( Read more... )

{things i am thinking ( Read more... )

i always feel

like i've said too much.

i'm afraid i have not many words lately. i'm all right. just a bit quiet.

"We cross our bridges when we come to them and burn them behind us, with nothing to show for our progress except a memory of the smell of smoke, and a presumption that once our eyes watered."(i breathe through other people's words ( Read more... )

i must stop regretting
the stupid little things.

i fear i will never be skilled at the art of conversation.

all week-end i have been a mess, a crying weeping selfish mess; i do not know who i am and yet i know all too well who i am and cannot stand it. but last night i slept fourteen hours and all day today i have been dancing and smiling and strong. these moods and states of mind, they come and go, shift and shade, oh i am never the same. i have been ( Read more... )